Fenryr's blog

Liebe Marion,

ich denke für das Bild.

As you know, my deutsch ist nicht sehr gut, that’s why I continue in english J

It was very nice, to hear your voice after one and a half year. You’ve got a beautiful voice! J

Youd did that right, that you stopped, when I called you. Imagine, last Friday I crashed my brother’s car. I was turning in a junction, to left, and when I was turning, I couldn’t push the wheel to the right, after that the car skidded to the other inner lane, then I pushed the break as hard as I can. I knocked out a traffic board, and I stopped int he front of the waiting cars (they was waiting to get a free mark). I didn’t crash them, fortunately. My seatbell was fasten, I got out of the car, two or three men said: „Are you allright?” I said, I’m fine, then they got back into their cars, and I called the police immediately, afterwards I called my brother. While I was waiting for the police, two other policemen stopped not so far away from me. I said: „Did you come to my announcement? They said no, then they got back in their car, and left. I’ve had to wait nearly twenty seconds, when the policemen arrived. I’ve had to tell the hole story, they asked me: „Is that the truth? You couldn’t push the wheel backwards?”. Naturally, I answered yes. Then my brother arrived, the policemen asked him cross-questions. The policemen were very friendly, they were very-very kindly, they only punished me for two thousend hungarian forints (8 euros) J I was very lucky. The repairing will cost me 320 euros, but after all, I got off cheap.

I was working very hard, now I’m on hollidays. I was thinking, and realizing things, I didn’t know about myself, about my environment, about people, about my life. It wasn’t easy, it was very hard. I fall into depression, I went to the psychiatry, I took pills (chilling and sleeping pills). Now I suffering in insomnia, I have a disease called performance-oriented frustration J When I can’t sleep, I read J Poetry or the stories from the life of Buddha, novells, stories. Anyway, don’t worry about me, I’m getting well. Promise!

I heard about the changes, what will be happen in the European Council, and about the Constitution of the European Union, and about the bureaucratic „reforms”. I hope that you won’t be fired. I think, you might be a very-very good translator, and a very respectable employee. Frustration, stress, demoralization are very bad things (I knew it, unfortunately), it won’t be easy for you, you must get used to this idea. Brace yourself, I advise. I know, that what I did in the last few yearsat the office, and in my private life, was the right thing to do, and I know, that the future will be successfull. It will be successfull for you, believe in me! J

Christmas wasn’t white this year, but today it snowed. I hope the new year will be peacefull and rich in emotions for both of us.

Now it’s getting late, I hope you’re allright. I didn’t forget about Neruda and Kavafis! J

I wish you an excellent New Year and good health too!

Mit freundlichen Grüßen:

Peter

# Posted by Fenryr : 9:21 du.